Monday, July 9, 2012

Train Rides


A photochemical pool drifted from the sloped edges of the wondering box car's corporal frame. The morning spine is exhausted and shaking, rocketing against the Summer heat of Washington's corrosive veins, still running since rummaging across the city throughout the night like a sharp tipped arrow sewing together the great run away truth of being. “God bless the railroad,” he would have said. If only I could have shown him the trains of New York or even better Europe. I thought about my mom and dad back down south looking into my reflection against the wall of the buzzing subway car. I saw them waving. It was a sad picture I had seen before when leaving my grandparents house. They would walk outside and wave also. It wasn't a train but it was the closest I have ever become to seeing one. Even more so than being near the miniature set my father had built. He knew his set was too beautiful and worked too perfect to be real. 

The vibrating hums of magnetism shook the metallic rib cage. The electronic nerve cells transporting the cornerstones of every street corner. The buyers and sellers are searching for cold hard Alaskan days with hats hiding their halos and horn so everyone looks beautiful. The city is young, free liberal papers litter the floor, but there is more room for politics outside the street cars.. No one carries a briefcase anymore unless they are up to something. Rattling and bowing heads riding the long mechanical wave.
The machine pours its neck into the station, laying down, the underground torpedo shuts the steam from invisible gears and releases a drown out sigh reminiscent of a burning wick on the fourth of July. The space is kept and marked in use by the metallic banter of mechanical scars torn wide open even while standing still. Growing old only happens out of motion.

Lean glowing shadows pour their milky darkness onto the platform. Escalators stack up to the transient lullaby of violin music, lifted to universities beyond a million blood sucking sirens. Rolling laments stretching with the help of iron spider webs, the tower of Babylon is lit up so plains don't run into it, the peak is the north star, the escalator makes riders disappear, I can't see where they are going, most the exits I have never entered, but sitting alone in the dark moving with the tin parade, I feel at home. I feel at home the most when moving. In these catacombs Jesus is born every stop just before he or she leaves collapsing into the spray painted walls and periodic tables. 

The sliding doors open, and the inside comes up for air. a quick yawn and the picture frame rotates in a Surrealist funnel. The wrong destination does not exist, and neither does the cost to change trains, only to leave the station. The doors close again with a rusted insect hum, chatting in a monotone plume of enchanting underground fairy dialects. The train needs riders like the miniatures need the trees and mountains that are more real than the cosmos because we could touch them and no one ever claimed they were anything other than portraits of nature, and I was so happy to be so close. The subway is an immortal chemical being that listens to everything; a domesticated predator; model for wires that go under carpets; a shark sailing along the bottom of the concrete forest; incapable of error in any way; the train is an island predator moving to infinity.